
About Lauren

About Lauren
Born on the Capricorn-Aquarius Cusp of Mystery and Imagination, Lauren is driven to help bring about a brighter world. One of equality, spiritual awareness, and reverence for one another and the Earth. She is passionate about evolving consciousness, ancient esoteric sciences, and care for Mother Earth/the Feminine. She is thrilled to be alive at this time to experience and assist in the greatest shift in consciousness this planet has ever undergone. Lauren has dedicated the past 8 years to learning (remembering) the Ancient Spiritual Paths and Healing Modalities. She has used this wisdom to heal herself and now supports others through life’s trials and transformations from both knowledge and direct experience. It is an honor to nurture and hold space for these Phoenix cycles with compassion, trauma-informed safety, and unconditional love.
Lauren graduated from the #1 International Business Program and #3 Global Supply Chain & Operations Management Programs in the United States in 2017 and worked as a Business Strategy Consultant for IBM in NYC and Chicago for 2 years. She consulted directly for Financial Services VPs and in-house for the IBM VP of Technology and Assets. Ironically, her least favorite arenas were Finance, Tech, and Patriarchal Corporate Hierarchies. This period was like a window into the highest level of the System - to see the mindsets and hierarchies behind the scenes. In one fateful weekend, she stood up to a mysogonistic boss, quit her job, broke up with her first love, and moved out of Chicago. This was the end of one life and the beginning of a series of beautiful awakenings and a life as her True Self.
A couple days after quitting, her former French roommate from Madrid called and invited her to go to Australia with him to visit their other former Aussie roommates. She went to Australia “for a month” and ended up staying for 4 years. It was the most beautiful time of her life - filled with awakenings, community from around the world, building out a van and living in nature for 2 years, touring eco-villages and regenerative farms from Tasmania to Byron Bay to the Daintree Rainforest, Plant Medicine Ceremonies, Rainbow Gatherings, Initiations into Ancient Healing Paths, and so much more. Truly in the 5th Dimensional Flow State. During these 4 years, Lauren taught herself Evolutionary Astrology, Numerology, Human Design, Gene Keys, & Mayan Astrology and read hundreds of books on Vedic Philosophy, the Ascension, Planetary Cycles, Ancient Spiritual Paths, and Interdimensional and Interplanetary Wisdom Teachings. She also trained in Somatic Trauma Therapy, Reiki, Kahuna Healing, and Lomi Lomi Hawaiian Massage.
Deciding she wanted to continue traveling the world, Lauren returned home to the US rather than pursuing a Permanent Resident Visa in Australia. It was a tough re-integration, after having received such profound initiations in Nature and High Vibrational Communities. She was working on flipping a house with her dad and started her Kahuna Healing Practice as a side job in the evenings. Over time, this practice grew into more of a full-time job of healing & teaching around Annapolis, MD. However, she had a one-way ticket to India booked for 6 months after her return to the US.
In 2023, Lauren set off for Auroville, India to stay with friends from Australia who had a second residence there. Auroville is an intentional global community in Tamil Nadu based on the principles of Sri Aurobindo’s Integral Yoga. It was amazing. A sovereign mini-nation right in the middle of Pondicherry. Every healing modality and course you can imagine from Sanskrit Lessons to Watsu Aquatic Bodywork to Holotropic Breathwork to Meditation to Iyengar Yoga to World-Renowned Sound Healing and so much more. Cultures from all around the world were represented, with restaraurants and teaching hubs from Japanese, European, Indian, etc former nationals. After 1.5 months here, Lauren went to stay at the Ramana Maharashi Ashram at Arunachala - a profound experience of deep meditation and contemplations on non-daulity. Soon after, she took an overnight bus with friends to Kerala to study Ayurveda - India’s 5,000+ year old system of health and medicine. She studied Health Counseling as well as Ayurvedic Bodywork under the Ayurvedic Doctors on Staff at the Center in Kochi. After completing her certification, she headed to an Ashtanga Center in Varkala and then to the Sivananda Ashram in Neyyar Dam. She then flew up to Rishikesh for the International Yoga Festival to get a sampler platter of all the many styles and practices of Yoga for a week before entering her 200 Hr Kriya and Hatha Training at Sattva Academy. Upon completion, she returned to Rishikesh to stay with boyfriend who ran a Yoga School there. She helped out at the School while studying Swara Yoga, taking a Yin and Yoga Nidra 50Hr Training, and receiving Kriya Initiation at the Kriya Ashram in Rishikesh. They took a spiritual pilgrimage to the Ganga River in Haridwar and visited Ananda Maya Ma’s Ashram and various other sacred sites.
By May she made it up to the Himalayas to Mcleod-Ganj, where the Tibetans and Dalai Lama live in exile in India. It was like stepping into an alternate universe. Thanka Paintings, dumplings and butter tea, etc. After leaving a Vipassana Course early due to Mold in the Center, she went to Tushita - a world renowned Buddhist Teaching and Meditation Center and just happened to make the deadline to join The Way of the Boddhisattva Course in 2 days, taught by Geshe Lakhdor-la - the translator & right hand man of the Dalia Lama and the Head of the Tibetan Library of Works and Arts. The Rinpoche who led Tushita had left his body suddenly only a few days prior, a conscious passing as he was a true spiritual master who literally did not sleep, so all of the leaders of Mahayana Buddhism were also gathering at Tushita for prayer and mantra circles to help guide his soul through the Bardo into a positive and swift next re-incarnation. Talk about right place, right time. It gets crazier… (to be continued)
Fire by Joy Harjo
a woman can’t survive
by her own breath
alone
she must know
the voices of mountains
she must recognize
the foreverness of blue sky
she must flow
with the elusive
bodies
of night winds
who will take her
into herself
look at me
i am not a separate woman
i am a continuance
of blue sky
i am the throat
of the mountains
a night wind
who burns
with every breath
she takes

About Me using the birth chart
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I'm a 2/4 Manifesting Generator - Sacral Authority - Cross of Laws 4
As a ManiGen, I have SO. MANY. INTERESTS. so many. It has been a struggle at times to narrow down on a focus as my Sacral lights up at almost anything travel related, esoterically inclined, or modalities in the world of Healing. Hence how my offerings are very much a Choose Your Own Adventure kind of array. That said, I do love being multi-faceted and blending gems of different subjects together to form new Insights & Techniques!
As a 2 line, I LOVE my cozy, natural hermit time to study my crafts, make tea at all hours of the day, and live as I feel my energy flowing day to day. I definitely operate in a Selective Frequency Bandwidth - I'm here for the people I resonate with - not for the public at large. Conversely, I have also gotten very adept at spotting who has the potential to truly see into me & who is projecting their stories/dreams/subconscious beliefs onto me (the 2 and 5 lines get a lot of projection lol). I've learned to let projections & "you would be so good at this" call to actions slide off & continue moving forward with what lights my passionate little heart up with the people who get me! I LOVE going deep in one on one friendships and client sessions and seeing into the other, feeling all the nuances of their stories, and nurturing them! I also love communing with Spirit in meditation, through yoga, and time in Nature. Very 2 line themes...
As a 4 line Design (Body), the hermitude can only last so long because I have a social NETWORK to keep up with. My body literally drives me out of my cozy cocoon to be with friends, meet people, and be the mycelium that holds various groups together. The 4 line body just exudes friendliness - contary to the 2 line, with sunglasses and a hat on saying "im busy" lol. The 2/4 is very Introvert Extrovert and it is definitely a fine balance. We are here to be the nurturers and hidden gems, sharing our Natural 2 line talents with our 4 line communities. I see this in myself & also love to Share/Externalize all the modalities, experiences, tools, & 2 line energies with my network (4 line).
I have 7 centers defined, with a small split (constantly in search of simplifying structure (23) for all my BIG 61-24-43 cosmic revelations and insights OR an abstract ideas person (11) to meet my storyteller (gate 56) and go on endless quests with me.
I have a completely Open Heart center - so some big lessons in this lifetime are around Self-Worth, learning that I don't need to prove myself, and learning to NOT make commitments unless my Sacral lights up and I feel SURE. That prevents a lot of unnecessary stress and downward spirals of "if only I were more motivated, more disciplined, more consistent". I've learned the wisdom with the Open Heart is being able to see who CAN keep their promises and the motivations people have for doing things. I've learned to sit back and CHILL - that life will come to me & forcing myself into all those "big ideas" does not lead me to satisfaction. Following what lights me up does.
I also have an undefined Solar Plexus with Saturn in Pisces in Gate 37 (the nurturer of friends and family) as the only activation. The shadow of this undefined center can be avoiding confrontation (and by proxy, truth) out of not wanting to deal with the weight of the other persons emotional reaction seeping into your empathic feeling center. It can also manifest as AMPLIFYING the emotions of the defined Solar Plexus people around you. Are they mad? You cant stand the energy seeping into you & suddenly you're angry. Are they feeling sad - you're crying for them. This was definitely a big journey throughout my childhood as being scapegoated as the "one with big emotions". Learning Human Design helped me understand the dynamics at play and why I felt the way I felt around certain people. It also helped me to address the truth head on in a kind, boundaried way rather than avoiding it to the point of self-sacrifice. This also gave the other person the option for healing and self-reflection & led to cleaner, happier relating! Having this center open allows me to feel into others' experiences and hold empathetic compassionate space, while also knowing when I need to cleanse and let go of the feelings.
As a 4th Quarter Incarnation Cross - my purpose is fulfilled through TRANSFORMATION. This is paramount in everything I do. Whether through Readings or Healing, my work always takes on this tone.
As a Cross of Laws 4, I march to the beat of my own drum driven by my values (50), desire to bring structure (60) to be a vessel for mutative magic & new beginnings (3), and desire to share the stories of my life adventures for the sake of enrichment (56). More on the gates in Gene Keys :)
The 61-24 channel keeps me always searching for Mystical Truths...wanting to “know the unknowable”. As I concentrate and spiral on certain questions (24), eventually Satori (sudden insights/reveleations) come into my awareness.
2-14 Channel of the Beat is wisdom/guidance of the Higher Self (2) meeting the Gate of Power Skills (14). It produces a visionary quality - someone able to see the path & make it happen through Sacral Power Skills/Abundance.
3-60 Channel of Mutation works on a pulse of Divine Timing. There are times of immense pressure and limitation, which lead to internal mutations. Once the limitation lifts, these mutations can take shape through "difficulty at the beginning - ordering chaos” (gate 3) & ripple out to the world through aura as well as through form.
32-54 Channel of Determination empowers me to see what is needed “in the tribe” and use the Root force to transform or move from the bottom to the top in order to bring it forth. It is also important in practices involving Kundalini/Kriya (54 was even Yogananda’s sun sign) - transforming base energy into more refined spiritualized energy.
Finally the 13-33 Channel of the Prodigal allows me to REVEAL the stories needed to be heard. It is activated by my Moon in Leo and Mercury in Aquarius. Gate 13, in the G Center (gates of the Higher Self), is called the Fellowship of Man - it can be the one who everyone feels comfortable to share their story with. Gate 33, in the throat center, goes through many retreat/reflection processes to ponder all that has been shared/experienced in the collective abstract process of humanity. It has associations with the higher realms - angels, cosmic beings, etc as well in the Gene Keys. Gate 33 can then be a force of great revelation - sharing the stories/reflections of the collective that are most needed at the present time.
All of these channels are so central to who I am in this lifetime - it would be too anecdotal to go into succinctly here - maybe in a higher consciousness (61-24) mutative (3-60) higher self guidance (2-14) podcast (13-33) to empower the collective & help the community grow (32-54) soon :)
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Each system is so VAST, so these are only a few key insights of each chart.
Capricorn Sun | Leo Moon | Leo Rising: The Responsible Elder with the Soul of the Divine Child wearing the mask of the Heart-Centered Queen.
As a Leo Rising, my Ruling Planet is the Sun, which is in Capricorn in the 6th house. This further emphasizes the importance of Self-Mastery & Producing a Great Work in the world (Capricorn) in the Focus Area of Health, Skills, Service, Daily Routines, and Systems (6th house). So much of my life is dedicated to attaining Mastery in Systems such as Astrology and Yoga that lead toward Self-Realization. Holistic Health is also a huge theme & a lot of time goes into my Daily Yoga, Meditation, Nutrition, and Skill-Development Routine. It is important to me to learn each modality through proper lineage/ from the masters of each system (6th house transmission style) and I have thus traveled around the world to learn from specific teachers. My goal (great work) is to have a Holistic Healing & Spiritual Teaching Center on beautiful land in the future. With the Sun as my Ruling Planet, it denotes a need of my Soul to Evolve through Solar Qualities - leadership, consistent drive, sharing light with the world, etc.
Not only is my Sun in Capricorn my Ruling Planet, but it is in tight conjunction with both Uranus and Neptune in a 6th House Capricorn Stellium. A Stellium is a powerful concentration of energy with 3+ signs occupying a sign/house. There are many ways to interpret this Stellium, but I will approach it from Uranus & Neptune’s Influence on my Sun (Soul/Personality). Uranus brings a REVOLUTIONARY, unconventional, groundbreaking, futuristic flavor to my personality & work. Neptune bestows me with a deeply mystical, energetically sensitive, and spiritual element. Both of these outer planets can bring psychic qualities and channel collective themes through my Sun. I think of myself as an Aquarian-Piscean kind of Capricorn. A mystical trailblazer who is able to create new structures & systems needed at this epoch in the world.
I have another Stellium in Sagittarius with Pluto in the 4th house (inner world, roots, family) & Jupiter and Venus conjunct in the 5th house (creativity, play, romance, children). I am so THANKFUL for this concentration of energy in such a fun, free-spirited, optimistic, philosophical sign (Sagittarius) and in such a creative, heart-open house (5th). It really balances my work oriented, more serious Capricorn side with a light-hearted gypsy soul. This stellium is to thank for all my adventures around the world, endless higher educational pursuits, and sense of FUN.
A few other placements & aspects I’d like to highlight are my Moon in Leo in the 1st Opposite to my Mercury in Aquarius in the 7th house AND my Mars in Virgo 2nd Opposite to Saturn Pisces 8th.
The Moon in Leo falls in my 1st house of SELF, so the moon lends its maternal, healing, nurturing, subconscious intuitive faculties to my Personality. This is very beneficial for my roles in Healing & Counseling. Moon in the 1st also means I wear my heart and emotions on my sleeve. Being in Leo, those can be expressed in RAW, passionate language of the Heart. I feel like a ferocious lionness mama when I see injustice or oppression occuring. At times of peace, I feel I provide the firelight/sunshine warmth of Leo emotioanlly to those around me.
Mercury details how we think and communicate. Mercury in Aquarius can denote a free-thinking, ultra big-picture, genius mind. It does not bind itself to the social norms of the times, but blazes new insights in the collective consciousness. I love having access to this energy within myself. It helps me to see things from a very big-picture and to exercise detachment intellecturally. While my Moon in Leo can have very Personal, Subjective Emotions, this Mercury in Aquarius allows me to zoom out and see the situation from various perspectives. There is often a balancing of how I feel in the moment & taking time in reflection to think broader about the why behind life situations. Being in the 7th house, these insights are often shared in my 1:1 relationships and it also gives me an unconventional approach to relationships. My dream is to live in Community - with my partner and family on our Healing Center - to pave the riverbanks of our relational dynamic together based on higher principles not social norms.
Mars details our ACTION-oriented nature. Virgo is an Earth Sign focused on Attaining Tangible Skills that can be used for Service to be a force of Cosmic Harmony/Purity. This often takes the shape of skills related to Health & Beneficial Routines. Virgo can be perfectionistic and self-critical, making it hard at times to confidently move forward unless every little detail feels perfected. My Mars in Virgo definitely exhibits these patterns. It has also drawn me to work in Holistic Healing, Yoga, Ayurveda, etc and apply technical, detail-oriented systems toward helping others Heal.
Saturn is a planet that requires concentration, discipline, and mastery in the sign and house it falls. Saturn in Pisces in the 8th means a concentration in SPIRITUALITY using hidden esoteric knowledge. Hence, my fascination with Astrology, Jungian Psychology, Higher Dimensional Spiritual Healing systems. Having Saturn in Pisces opposing Mars in Virgo on the Axis of Healing has led to a lot of constriction in my ability to “just do it” - Mars’ impulsive nature held back by Saturn’s constriction and slower pace. However, this pressure can create diamonds & the opposition can create Balance. The approach I take to healing has both a technical, physical approach (Virgo 2nd) and a deeply metaphysical/psychological understanding of why issues present in the physical, emotional, or mental bodies. It’s not always an easy opposition to deal with due to the internal pressure, but I am starting to see the benefits as I emerge from my first Saturn Return cycle.
As we go deeper and look at the “chart behind the chart” - I am guided by two branches of Evolutionary Astrology. Under Jeffrey Wolf Green’s guidance, I pay special attention to the Pluto placement as the core essence and reason for incarnation of the Soul. Under the Steven Forrest tradition, I focus on the Nodes and their Aspects to understand the karmic story & path of Evolution.
My Pluto is in Sagittarius in the 4th house. Pluto is a hard-core planet of Death, the Stripping Down to the Raw Truth, and eventually Transformation. The 4th house governs the Roots, Home, Family of Origin, Inner World. Having Pluto in the 4th house means a lot of intensity and underworld experiences at the CORE & in the family of origin. Pluto in the 4th often choose parents who cannot understand their Whole Self or meet their emotional needs in order to learn to rely emotionally on themselves. While often there is a lot of internal emotional pain, they can grow through this to become Healers, Nurturers, and Cosmic Parents to others - giving the Medicine they needed to others through understanding, emotional support, and compassion. This has been a foundational omnipresent experience of my life journey. There is a lot of Re-Parenting work, Ancestral re-patterning, and Depth Psychology processes to Heal and Nurture the Self that I have learned (Sagittarius) that I now love to share with others through the 4th house polarity point - the 10th house of career and public offering.
Not only is Pluto in my 4th house, but so is my North Node (path of Evolutionary Direction). Coming from a South Node in Taurus in the 10th, I have an excess of Venusian Earth-Mother/Artist archetype especially as it pertains to career. Taurus in its high expression can be grounded, a vessel for natural beauty in all forms, & tangibly determined in its goals. In the low expression, it can be overindulgent, stubborn, and stagnant. While the 10th house comes naturally to me - being a leader in career or public role, it is not what I am here to focus on cultivating this time around. This energy is oversaturated and there are karmas to be balanced in this South Node repository. The Evolutionary Medicine is the North Node in Scorpio in the 4th. Moving out of stagnancy into constant Death/Rebirth/Transformation cycles, moving from simple to complex/WHOLEness, moving from a hands in the ground earthy approach to a shamanic, alchemical process. And finally, moving from an outer-world/career focus toward an inner world deep dive & eventually family life/healing role. This is the path of fulfillment and growth for me & I have seen this in my life trajectory. I quit my prestigious corporate job & lived in my beloved van in nature in Australia for several years - healing myself, tending to my emotional spiritual landscape & doing ancestral healing work. I also spent 5 weeks at an Ayahuasca Center in the Amazon to meet/heal myself. Everyday I read books about metaphysics, spirituality, healing, and psychology. The work I feel drawn to now is that of nurturing, healing, and using esoteric wisdom to help people understand themselves. The 4th house/10th house Polarity is important in everyone’s charts (along with the 1st/7th) as these form the most prevailing aspects of life (the self, the roots, relationship, & career). Having the Nodal Axis as well as the Pluto & Polarity Point on this axis makes it particularly important for me to balance in my chart. My inner world and self-healing and career are inextricably tethered.
Astrology is an endless universe of wisdom. But that is the gist of some key insights from my chart. I absolutely love sharing this system with others as it has helped me to understand myself, heal, and evolve. I hope to make everyone feel as Seen and Held through Readings as I have felt through immersing myself in my Birth Chart.
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Life's Work (what I'm here to do): 60.2 - The Cracking of the Vessel
SIDDHI JUSTICE | GIFT REALISM | SHADOW LIMITATION
“People with the 60th Gift are masters of creating structures, whether mental, emotional or physical. These structures in themselves are holding stations for new ideas and energy, and as such are of less importance than the energy that comes through them. This is what the 60th Gift knows — it knows that the structure will eventually mutate or even die, but the inner spirit will move on and if necessary find a new structure to carry it. The Gift of Realism is about maintaining the balance between the idea {of reaching the moon}, and the huge physical and economical requirements needed to actually make that idea a reality.”
My life’s work is to create structure for Spirit to flow through. My life operates in pulses, according to Divine Timing. I experience times where there are deep limitations that prohibit me from moving forward, which is hard for a root pressure center set on pumping creative mutations into the world. When this happens, I need to go inward and allow the pressure to mutate me internally. Then, when the limitation lifts, I can structure this new way of being or idea (through gate 3) and transmit it to the world. In the shadow, gene key 60 can manifest as being unstructured or rigid. In the gift, it is a perfect balance of structure and magic. In the Siddhi, it redefines laws as we understand them. This gene key is very focused on Justice. In its highest form, there is an understanding of higher laws and the acausal field of reality - non-dualism. This opens the way to mastery of the laws of Spirit & the dissolution of all limitations of matter.
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Evolution (what I'm here to learn): 56.2 - Divine Indulgence
SIDDHI INTOXICATION | GIFT ENRICHMENT | SHADOW DISTRACTION
“Enrichment means to suck the marrow out of life. The 56th Gift is a gift of feeling, of sensuality and aliveness. It means that you find wonder where others find monotony and you find beauty where others see ugliness. It is about appreciation and gratitude — the more grateful you are for every moment, the more the moment comes alive within you. Above all, the 56th Gift’s greatest potential genius lies in communication.
Those who display the 56th Gift have learned the difference between what feeds the human spirit and what saps it. This means that they are no longer victims of distraction, but have learned the art of self-discipline…There is great lightness and humour in this Gene Key. The 56th Gift knows a great truth — true enjoyment is rooted inside your being rather than in the external. As you begin to embody this truth, your awareness naturally turns inward. The same energy that would have become a distraction in the outer world turns inward towards your own source. As it does so it causes an inner transformation. Over a period of time, the 56th Gift actually trains you how to meditate. You may not meditate formally, but you enter into a state of meditation where sensual desires are seen for what they are — illusory attempts at fulfilment. One of the wonderful traits of those with this Gift is that they enrich others through what they have learned in life. The ability to discipline yourself when necessary leads to your being seen by others as a potential role model. Essentially, the 56th Gift is about balance.
The 56th Gift has an alchemical flavour to it. The 56th Gift will take in all manner of low frequency waves because it knows how to transmute their energy into joy and purpose. If you have this 56th Gene Key in a prominent position in your hologenetic profile, you have the rare gift of being able to show others how their problems are really wonderful opportunities.”
As the 56th Gene Key drives my evolution, I have to learn what is enriching and what is distraction (pulling me outside of Source into the external world of desire). I have many creative dreams and stories to tell & must find a way to manifest all these many dreams into Reality. I must flow with the different journeys and wanderings my Spirit leads me on and trust that they will all come together in the end. Above all, I must remember to ENJOY life and be grateful for all I get to experience in this lifetime. This is the gate of the casual historian - the wanderer, both in terms of travel and the intellect. From many adventures, truths from the experiences are shared vocally to allow others to know the insights and to feel the experience second hand. I see this in how I love to go on enriching deep dives & adventures and then share the stories and wisdom with others.
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Radiance (what keeps me healthy): 50.4 - Cosmic Order
SIDDHI HARMONY | GIFT EQUILIBRIUM |SHADOW CORRUPTION
“At high frequencies the 50th Gene Key creates powerful ripples and electromagnetic currents that have the remarkable effect of bringing groups into equilibrium. Wherever a 50th Gift is found in a person, a point of equilibrium exists within the fabric of the social group, be it a family, a business or even across a whole race. Those people who carry the 50th Gift as a prime Gene Key have a great responsibility in the world. If the cauldron of the 50th Gift represents the social values of a particular community or family, then the role of the 50th Gift is to balance the ingredients in the pot, in order to create a state of equilibrium. These people are like cooks who know exactly how to read the needs and requirements of any group and adjust the ingredients accordingly. Although this gift sounds a complex one requiring a host of interpersonal skills, the truth is that these people can create harmony in a group without even thinking about it. Their true power is rooted in the high frequency that moves through their aura. We have seen that the 50th Gift holds a kind of genetic blueprint for social equilibrium. Because of this it is a deeply complex archetype. Maintaining social equilibrium involves fulfilling the needs of both the individual and the group as a whole. In this capacity, the vision that the 50th Gift holds is based upon the notion of heterarchy, a social model beyond hierarchy, and discussed in more depth in the 45th Gene Key. In a nutshell, heterarchy is based upon the principle that if an individual is not in balance then the group has no chance of finding balance. Heterarchy thus places individual equilibrium before all else. It does this through encouraging a process of individual creative empowerment where each individual is given an extraordinary gift — trust. By trusting the individual to take responsibility for his/her own contribution to the group, a very powerful energy field builds within that group.”
Creating equilibrium is an ongoing process of balancing the opposites, but eventually the slide from one side to the other becomes smaller and smaller until perfect balance is achieved. This is true harmony — a vibrational code that brings all elements within any system into perfect and permanent resonance. Equilibrium can be lost, but harmony is constant and infinite. Harmony is the true nature of the universe and of everything in it. It is simply a pre-existing field that must be entered into rather than created…..Whoever you are, your acts gradually move you toward Divine harmony over the course of your life. For most of us there will always be moments when we touch upon the echo of this great harmony deep inside us. For some, the harmony will become a habit, born of a love of freedom and a vision of cooperation. If there is one thing you can say about this 50th Siddhi it is that as it grows in power, it will orchestrate groups and communities of human beings into a beautiful symphony in which we become the instruments, and consciousness itself is the music that plays through us.
“For you to really shine in life, you need to become something of a communal hub for a wide circle of people. You naturally nourish others, physically, emotionally, and spiritually. Your home needs to be an oasis where people gather to draw sustenance from behing around you. It is only from your giving in this way that you will really light up inside and the feeling that you are doing what you came here to do. You are a point of communal contact for many individuals and groups, and in this respect there is no end to the possibilities for human growth in your life. It is only in togetherness that great visions can be implemented, and you gift is to be an environment for such miracles to occur. You need to understand that this gift of yours to unify people is not anything tangible, but occurs through your physical presence and the spiritual values that you represent. You are an anchor in this respect for a deep creative process to move through your community.”
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Evolution (what deeply fulfills me): 3.4
“it may be difficult to put your t your finger on the exact purpose of your life. Everyone wants to know their purpose, when in fact we all ultimately have the same purpose - to enjoy life. You epitomize what it means to play with life. Everything presents you with something new to learn and evolve from. Every relationship you have changes you, every place you live in changes you. Every structure or organization or opinion you participate in changes you, but none of them alter your deepest core. It is your deepest core that you are here to bring to the planet - your ability to move through life like a child, allowing everything to influence you but nothing to knock out your spirit of playfulness and wonder. No matter what happens to you in life, you will always bounce back remarkably quickly. For you the past and the future are unimportanty - the only thing that matters is what you are into right now. This is your secret and your joy.”
“The function of Gate 3 is to transcend confusion and establish order so that something new and potentially viable can take hold in the world. You have a connection to unique Individual knowing, personaly innovation, and the potential for making a significant contribution. Waiting for the right moment for something mutative to happen can feel like forever. You will need patience to accept Gate 60’s occasional bursts of energy, and the unknown timing of its limited releases of potential. There is an on-off creative pulse that prevails here, and the potential for something new is neither logical nor experiential. If you dont wait for the right timing, for the structures needed for true mutation to settle into place, your enthusiasm for change will simply destabalize those around you, rather than empower and influence them. You may experience melancholy and even depression when you feel that there is no energy fueling your potential to bring change. This is a time, however, for you to go deep into your own process, to spend time with you own creative muse. You cannot predict, control or rush the mutative moment. It has its own timing. And anyone who steps into your aura, at the right time, can be changed without you even lifting a finger.”
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Life Path 33
Life Path 33 is called The Master Teacher/Master Healer & The Path of Christ Consciousness. It is the final of the three master numbers: 11, 22, and 33. It is a path of unconditional love, spiritual service, and guiding onself and later others back to Divine Realization.
The vibration of 3 is dynamic, creative, playful, and emotionally sensitive. 3 is the divine child of the Masculine & Feminine principles and it carries this childlike optimism and creative capacity. Challenges with 3 are overstimulation due to too many creative ideas, emotional sensitivity to the point of imbalance, and bouncing between focus areas without a smooth plan. The base vibration, 6 (3+3) encompasses the vibration of unconditional love, community, family, healing, beauty, balance, and harmony. Challenges with the 6 vibration include perfectionism and becoming a martyr by trying to heal people who do not wish to be healed.
Life Path 33 encompasses the vibrations of 3 and 6, but is on a higher octave. It becomes something of itself. It is no coincidence that there are 33 vertebrae in the spine (highway of the soul via kundalini serpent), 33 steps to the Temples in Egypt (with the inscription “know thyself” at the top), that 33 was the base for the highest Atlantian technology, and that the Mayan Calendar is encoded with 33 (20 day signs with 13 numbers). Often called the “Jesus Number”, it is an intense path to step into. Not all 33s accept the higher octave of the life path as the lessons, inner journeys, and purifications are very challenging to go through to get to the Light on the other side. It is very much a path of walking between worlds - with one 3 in the higher consciousness and the other feet on the ground.
I found out about my Life Path number from another Life Path 33 at a very high frequency occurrence in the Tasmanian forest for a friend’s birthday before a Rainbow Gathering. On the influence of mushrooms I could see the auras of these two people glowing & I introduced myself. The next morning I realized all three of us were all Life Path 33s. I saw this number in bold from street signs to addresses in a steady stream the entire week after. We went to the mystical Tarkine Rainforest - really sacred land - together before spending a month on pristine land in the NorthEast of Tasmania.
Prior to this revelation, I had shed my whole old life, quit my corporate job, stepped into spiritual and environmental service, moved to a regenerative farm, began awakening to the Pleadians and Sirians and the Ascension timeline for humanity, diving deeper on the Magdalen Path, and had been going through deep alchemy of the heart after leaving a relationship with deep karmic ties that led to unwind many familial/ancestral wounds and ultimately to the root wound of the feeling of separation from God. I was spending all my time in nature camping throughout Tasmania and working on Biodynamic and Regenerative Farms, reading mystical books and meditating at nights. Finding out about my life path number came at a really profound time, after I had consciously stepped into my true path & chose to face those deep challenges to begin the journey home, within. I had never felt so seen and understood. Finally, the ocean of compassion, depth, and individual and collective emotional processing had words to it.
This information and system became a huge ally to me on the rest of my journey. Understanding my path more, why I was here, and the path of transcending suffering and returning to oneness. Numerology has been extremely helpful for understanding my purpose and for staying in Alignment through the Major Life Cycles & Personal Years and Months. I absolutely love sharing this information to help others receive the same benefits on their paths.
Major Life Cycle 1 (birth - 31): 1
For all of my life so far, it has been a path of the SELF. Marching to the beat of my own drum. 1 cycles can be lonely at times, where you are friends with many people but not part of a “group” or truly are in solitude. I have learned to accept this & to love Solitude through embracing my part in the Divine Oneness. 1 is a very Solar Number - the originator of new projects, travels, plans without the need to compromise or veer from the path within. I have definitely embraced all of these qualities as I have been forging my own path and traveling (often solo for long periods) throughout the world while studying different wisdom traditions. I have been self-employed since 2019 - creating work from Photography to Readings to Egyptian Alchemy Retreats to Kahuna Healing.
Major Life Cycle 2 (31-?): 8
In my Adult Years, there is a KEY focus on WORK, being a center point for large projects/mission, Creating from inner world into outer world, managing finances effectively and with integrity to contribute to missions that serve the Whole/Community. My dream is to have a Holistic Healing and Spiritual Teaching Center which aligns perfectly.
Major Life Cycle 3: 6
In my “wisdom” years, there will be a big emphasis on Healing, Community, Beauty or Music, Family, and Harmony.
2025 is a 9 Year for the Collective & My Personal Year - a time of completion, of service to the Whole, and letting go of what is no longer in alignment to prepare for the next 9 year cycle in 2026. Spiritual year, broad-minded, humanitarian. Completing the cycle I began at 21 & boy was it a big one.
Some intentions for my 9 year includes returning to India for Panchakarma (14 day Ayurvedic cleanse) to clear any toxins out of my system, returning to Australia for the final Kahuna Levels - 6 & 7, and completing/launching various courses and projects that have been in the works since 2019.
& I will work more specifically in alignment with my Personal Months January (1 + Personal Year 9 = 10 = 1+0 = 1 & so forth).
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Day Sign: Eb - Road
This is the sign of the “Road of Life” and also the stairway up to the Heavens - signifiying the Spiritual Path of Life. Eb is the sign of both the Traveler and the Guide of this Road of Life. Eb natives are perpetual students of life, adventurous, curious and optimistic. They are often found thousands of miles away from their birthplace. Their adventures endow them with ample wisdom, which they use as Teachers or “Road Guides” to help others throughout the many twists and turns on this Earthly Spiritual Journey.
They are hardworking, generous, friendly, and good-natured. They think 7 generations back and 7 generations to come in their actions, thus are often involved in ecological and community service, grassroots movements, and volunteer/philanthropy work. Road people are humble and focused on being of service to others. They are like an empty vessel that Spirit can fill to bring what is needed to the community or collective.
Their lessons are around learning to voice greivances instead of suppressing them in an attempt to maintain harmony and maintaining a goal so wanderings don’t became aimless.
Feminine Energy: Etznab - Obsidian Knife
Obsidian can be a mirror through which we see reality clearly or it can become a clouded reflection. The same way a knife can be used to hurt or it can be used to heal (like a surgeon cutting out the diseased tissue). Etznab can be sharp - but the truth Heals in the proper dosage.
Etznab is both the Warrior and the Healer. It is also connected with Education and Teaching - Reflecting the Truth of Reality/ Cutting through Illusion in its high expression. In its low expression it can distort truth or cut people unnecessarily. It is up to each person how they channel their energy: for light or darkness.
Etznab is also connected to stones, particularly crystals which they can use for Healing. Etznab is favorable for Healing Days and bestows healing capacity on its natives - the obsidian knife that cuts away evil.
Etzanb is the warrior - fighting for social justice causes (another form of Healing). The obsidian knife cuts out toxicity and brings about regeneration. They can also have mystical, visionary capabilities in Healing. At the highest expression, they are both intellecturally rational and highly intuitive.
Masculine Energy: Cimi - Death and Rebirth, The Eternal Now
While Death might bring a negative connotation to the western mind, the Mayans regard this as one of the most positive signs. This is a day of communication with the ancestors and the hidden realms. Death can give psychic and divination abilities. There is a very feminine quality to Death natives and they tend to have an ageless quality. They recharge a lot in their home sanctuaries, but also enjoy traveling especially to sacred sites.
Transformation is paramount for Death natives. They are catalysts for change. They can make the best psychotherapists and grief counselours - helping people see endings as portals to new beginnings in a higher vibration.
They have soft, feminine chaacter traits with ample wisdom, intelligence, and romanticism. They have strong emotional intelligence and psychic abilities. They can guide people through deep transformations smoothly due to their spiritual strength and soothing guidance.
Tone: 8
There are 13 tones or numbers in the Mayan system, linking it to the 13 lunar months of the year. Similar to the Indian Tantric system, the Mayans recognize the dynamic, earthly creative life-force as the Feminine Principle and the still, changeless solitude as the Masculine Principle. The 20 Day signs are seen as the fixed Masculine and the 13 numbers as their corresponding dynamic feminine vibration. The koyopa, “body lightning” or spiritual force known as kundalini in India corresponds to the number 13. Thus, our number represents the spirit of this lifetime, in this body. While the Day sign is pointing toward the essence of the Spiritual Soul. Thirteen can be seen as a step pyramid, with 7 balanced in the middle at the top of the pyramid. The first numbers (1-5) can be seen as lacking strength and the high numbers (10-13) can be seen as intense power that can be unstable/dangerous. 6-9 represent more balanced energy and power and thus are the day of most rituals (aside from advanced initiations of shamans on higher days). Even numbers are more balanced & easier to bring the positive traits forth, whereas odd numbers can be more intense and have more challenges to channel the light. Every number has its pros and cons & how it is channeled depends on the person.
8 is a very balanced and sacred number for rituals in Mayan Society. 4 is the number of wholeness (the fourfold universe, 4 directions, 4 seasons, etc). 8 is 4 doubled, adding the wholeness in both polarities of duality (night/day, form/formless). It is the number of infinity, the eternal time. It brings stability and balance & has tremendous organizational and pattern recognition abilities. 8 people love going both deep and wide into systems to understand the patterns in life & attain clarity and a holistic perspective through them.
This pattern recognition and love for systems that help me gain clarity are what lead me to go so in-depth into so many systems of understanding the Self & of Spiritual Philosophy from Ancient Cultures. It will also be a beneficial tone to help me manifest my vision: Holistic Healing & Spiritual Teaching System on sacred land!
Trecana Sign: Chiccan - The Feathered Serpent
Another name for this sign is koyopa, which means “body lightning” or “lightning in the blood”. It refers to the same force called Kundalini (“serpent power”). Anyone who is on the path to become a Mayan Priest or Priestess must have a teacher, a “Road Guide”, a shamanic teacher, to teach them how to awaken the koyopa. When the koyopa is flowing, it is a direct medium to Spirit. They say the Serpent people are often born with this power already somewhat or fully awakened. High numbered Chiccan days used to initiate the highest level of priests and priestesses - those in psychic and spiritual communion directly with the Divine.
The Mayans say Serpent people are mysterious, charismatic, magnetic, passionate, powerful, and esoterically inclined. They bridge the limited and spiritual realms and use their high spiritual capacity for psychic and spiritual healing. They are often students/teachers of Esoteric and Divinatory Sciences and Ascension Practices.
The Serpent’s energy is highly sexually charged and passionate, which can be channeled and refined for Awakening. Kundalini represents the ultimate Evolutionary Force & when channeled properly it can be the most powerful force of Mysticism and Healing.
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I stand for COLLECTIVE LIBERATION. A Free Palestine. A Free and Empowered First Nations Peoples. A Liberated Humanity in Unity. I stand in love and reverence with Mother Earth and The Remembering of the Sacred.
This is why I do what I do. I work with clients who are in pursuit of a Freedom and Sovereignty that uplifts all of life in the process. The greatest gift we can offer is our own Self-Realization. As within, so without. A better world begins with deconditioning programming that keeps us stuck in the illusion of separation.
Healing Ourselves restores WHOLENESS on this planet. Before we can ascend, we must descend to shed, re-integrate the shadow & reprogram the subconscious mind to come back to Truth. This work is for LOVE and to support all of those ready to step into the New Paradigm in Uniqueness and Unity!
Mother Nature is one of my greatest teachers on this cosmic journey. She beautifully embodies the Cosmic Mother—the Divine Feminine Principle—in all her forms and glory.
As a Taurus South Node (a Venusian Earth Lover) in the 10th house (public service/career), my mission to restore our connection to the Earth spans many lifetimes. The transmissions I have received from the land around the world reside in my inner landscapes and are continually expressed through my healing and coaching work.
Education & Experience
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Certified in Evolutionary Astrology - FCEA under Steven Forrest
Student of Jeffrey Wolf Green's Evolutionary Approach Focusing on Pluto
Certified in Horary Astrology (a form of Astrological Divination) under the School of Traditional Astrology
Studied Evolutionary Astrology in the Rasa Lila Online Astrology School
1 year 1:1 Mentorship with Ritu Malhotra from North India in Vedic Astrology
4+ Year Self-study in Mayan Astrology, from authors and teachers such as Ken Johnson
Hundreds of books (Favorite Authors: Steven Forrest, Jeffrey Wolf Green, Liz Greene, Tracey Marks, Komilla Sutton)
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5+ Years Study with Source Human Design Lectures and Written Courses directly from Ra Uru Hu, who brought the Human Design system forth
4 Years Study of the Gene Keys: Activation, Venus, and Prosperity Sequences brought forth by Richard Rudd
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5 Years Experience providing readings
Self-taught in the Daintree Rainforest via a myriad of books under the Pythagorean Numerology System
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200 HR Certification - Sattva Yoga Academy - Rishikesh, India : Kriya and Hatha Yoga
50 HR Certification - Samadhi Yoga Ashram - Rishikesh, India: Yin Yoga
Initiated in Kriya Yoga from the Kriya Ashram in Rishikesh, India and from Sattva Yoga Academy
5+ Years Study of Yogic Philosophy (Yogananda, Sri Yukteswar, Swami Vivekananda, the Vedas, Swami Sivananda, etc.)
Trained in Pranayama (energetic control through the breath) & Swara Yoga
Spent time at the Ramana Maharashi Ashram & Sivananda Ashrams in India in 2023
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Certified in Ayurvedic Health Coaching & Ayurvedic Bodywork from Kerala Ayurveda Academy in Kochi, Kerala
Ample supplemental study from books by Dr. Vasant Lad, etc.
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Certified in Integrative Somatic Trauma Therapy under The Embody Lab (teachers included Dr. Peter Levine and Dr. Stephen Porges)
Countless books on Somatic Trauma Therapy, Bioenergetics, Rolfing, Shaking Medicine, etc.
Certified in Shaking Medicine (Neurogenic Tremoring for Trauma Release)
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Certified in the Unleashed Coaching Course by Christine Hassler
5+ years of Astrological & Human Design Counseling Experience
Somatic Trauma Therapy Certified under the Embody Lab
Certified in Ayurvedic Health Coaching by Kerala Ayurveda Academy
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Certified in Kahuna Hawaiian Massage from High Spirits Institute, Noosa, Australia, Levels 1-5 (from the Kahuna lineage passed from Kai Poo, Papa K, & other Hawaiian Kahunas to Mette - my teacher)
Certified in Heartworks Lomi Lomi 1 & 2 (both levels) by the Conscious Touch Collective, Australia
Supplemental Studies in the Hawaiian Shamanic/ Spiritual Path
Countless books (The Bowl of Light, Hawaiian Lomi Lomi, Changing Reality - Huna Practices to Create the Life You Want, Mastering Your Hidden Self, BodyMind, The Body Keeps the Score, Anatomy of the Spirit, Quantum Huna, Ho'oponopono - The Hawaiian Forgiveness Ritual)
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Certified in Reiki Level 1 in Kuranda, Australia, 1:1 with a Shamanic Guide
Certified in Reiki Level 2 from Spirit Earth Reiki in Australia
Certified Reiki Master (Level 3) by Audrey Rai
5+ years of Intuitive Healing with Crystals
Student of Sound Healing with Tuning Forks
Student of Audrey Rai's Psychic Mediumship Course
Certified in the Spinal Flow Technique under Dr. Mario DiSaverio of Vital Essence
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Past Life Memories of Egyptian Mystery School Teachings
Studied Egyptian & Cosmic History in Giza and the Red Sea in 2018
Held Egyptian Alchemy Retreats in Asheville, NC in 2021
Courses by Tom Kenyon on the Sahu, The Hathors, Magdalen Manuscript, etc.
Countless books by Normandi Ellis, John Anthony West, Elizabeth Haich, etc. on Egypt
Magdalen Divine Feminine direct transmissions
Further studies & reading on the Gospel of Mary Magdalene, Lineage of the Codes of Light, Esoteric Essene Teachings, Anna Grandmother of Jesus, etc.
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Graduated from the #1 International Business and #3 Global Supply Chain Program in the US, with minors in Spanish and Environmental Science in 2017
Worked as a Business Strategy Consultant in Financial Services at IBM NYC and globally for 2 years directly with C-suite of major global banks
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As the Director of Philanthropy for IBM Chicago, led ongoing partnership with Gardeneers to help financially underprivileged children learn to reconnect with Nature, be a part of a loving community, learn skills, and grow their own organic food through creating Market Gardens on fallow urban land in South & West Side Chicago
Led pro-bono consulting projects with Seabin to expand education and filtration systems around Plastic Pollution & its harms into USA and Latin America from Byron Bay, Australia in 2019
Worked with the Australian Parliament and Osaka G20 Campaign to enact Anti-Slavery in Supply Chain due diligence laws for corporations in 2019
Volunteered with Tangaroa Blue Foundation for Ocean Conservation
Worked with countless regenerative farms, social justice groups, and First Nations Groups in Australia to help restore the upended balance of Nature, Community, Justice, and Spirituality
